Wednesday, June 30, 2004

:: Phuck ::


I've been cursing and swearing the whole day today hahas, "when the phuck is the phuckin bus comin?", "where are we going? mcphuckingdonalds?" that word's in every single sentence luh, like instead of 'hey ian', i'll go, 'hey, phuck, ian!'i don't know! i need sleep.. grouchy and all.. and today was a phuckin shaggadelic day. went over to camp at 8.15 then rehearse rehearse rehearse all the way till 8 pm.? then went over ang mo kio with kian gap, ian, angie, yasmeen and huisia. gees, wad's wrong with those people, they laugh at me at my already darkened and deprived childhood.. and i'm already like traumatised by it la, which normal small lil boy plays polly pocket, barbie and masa masa with their cousins? huh? sheesh. But it really isn't my fault that its like that cos i'm the eldest grandson? so the only cousins i have are all girls so yah... but hey, at least im not a trans or even THINKING about becoming one or ANYWHERE CLOSE for that matter so i guess everything's all right.. everything's where it's suppose to be and.. i'm fine.. just a lil dark childhood, but that's about it.. and yes! i usually play the more 'masculine' role in polly pockets and barbie, i usually use my toy cars to fetch them around from point to point, so see, i'm not that bad after all.. not that affeminate after all.. cmon gimme a break man!

but anyways, other than that eh, Singapore Youth Festival Opening Ceremony (SYFOC)today was pretty fine cept for some erm.. well, actually nothing was wrong, i was really bored during the 2nd rehearsal i started to yawn and stuff while on the parade ground? almost fell asleep, my body was practically swaying to whichever direction the wind was blowing la haha, goodness.. blardy lampost.

On our way back on the bus, the guys were trying to tease some hookers at geylang on our way back from kallang to camp, like wtf! they waved at them, then they kinda like flaunted their assets and stuff, saw a farking disgusting old man with a hooker walking alongside the freakin bus with a freakin big grin on his phuckin face goodness.. scary shit..

I couldn't be bothered bout anything luh, on my way back was cursing at everything, the f word never came out of my mouth like that just like, as and when i feel like saying it la haha, im really humble and all but today! gosh, FARKING TIRED! couldn't help it, phuckin hungry also.. gah.. just bitching..

Thrash-ed @ 6/30/2004 10:34:00 pm [comment]

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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

:: Waterpolo? ::


I Wonder whatever happened to waterpolo.. heh. dior must be 'YA LA! tot you say you'd come after chinese new year!? its already been how many months since chinese new year! so when are you coming ah? don't say next week, you always say next week then never turn up' may i add that she's really good at making me feel bad.

i'll go before i enlist.. promise promise.. just go down and do more ball tappings. as usual. =D

Thrash-ed @ 6/29/2004 12:20:00 am [comment]

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Saturday, June 26, 2004

:: I'm suppose to blog, so here it is ::


Went down to Wala Wala, this pub/cafe that has live bands there, and particularly the EIC (East India 'or indian?' Company) A lil different from the one at Crazy Elephants. The band over there only plays their own music, but fwoh, shudda seen the drummer.. hyper. EIC plays sounds that we've actually heard of like erm.. Mraz and............ i can't remember. Anyhoos, the EIC were better in terms of the sounds played. but style? the one at crazy elephant rocks.

Anyways, was suppose to meet this small little girl yesterday for shopping/lunch/movie/my car show/her school gig/walas. -nods head- lotsa stuff.
Arranged to meet at 9am at her place. Wanted to surprise her with the car.. but me being Mr. Daryl Goh and all, can't. Shan't elaborate. But anyhows, i was late! i woke up late! well, actually no, i woke up at 7 then went back to sleep and woke up at 9.20 and was like OH FF..! called Ahtnamas and apologised and then grabbed a shirt my jeans get ready and all then *poof* outta house. I drove very erm.. safely.. to bukit panjang. reached there half an hour after i got outta bed. Don't ask me how i got there so quickly.. i also don't know, and no! i didnt't speed... well.. maybe just a itsy bitsy teeny weeny icky bit faster than usual. so there. got to her place and almost hour late. =D oh well, i slept at 4am the previous day checking the freakin directory aight! 3 hrs of sleep eh! (actually 5hrs and 20mins luh.. not enough, i need 12! at least!)

so met her, was still a lil sleepy and all, went down to wisma did a lil shopping at taka. The shops were all not open, taka was empty (for once) why? cos everyone's at the sale at ISETAN at scotts *collaspe* and yes, that was where we went heh. And Ahtnamas bought a (cannot remember the colour, green is it?) coloured mango top withouht even fitting it on. 'Do you think this is my size? (rhetorical question, or rather, i think it was one of those conversations she was having with her brain or sumthn cos im quite sure she wasn't asking me) ok i'll buy it she says. Righhhttt... i probably know why her salary goes kapoot so quickly already. But she's Ahtnamas. She's suppose to be weird after all.

Went over to..(where did we go?) PS, oh yeahs, drove over, lazy to walk. lazy to do anything in fact. haha. bought tix for 'The Day After Tomorrow' and went for lunch. Lunch was erm.. the same.. hahas o_O? i don't know what to write about the meal. i was sleepy.. and lethargic and.. acting really spastic i guess. as in seriously spastic, not the kinda lame spastic but the spastic spastic. And may i add that Plaza Singapura's car park is really screwed. Hate it.

The movie was good, was some erm, global warming thing, i've got totally no idea what this global warming thing is? but anyhoos it has sumthn to do with the tides sumthn sumthn then the weather turns ice cold? Was good though, the movie's like icy and all and so was the theatre. it was freaking cold. not freaking cold. but.. erm cold. so it kinda added the extra touch to the entire movie see? cos its like cold here and cold there and cold everywhere and this and that and whatever. And Ahtnamas was traumatised.. (laughs) 'Daryl! look! the sun's gettin eaten up by the clouds!' and 'Hmm, i wonder how the building'd be like covered in snow' and 'haha, i think if this kinda things happened in S'pore, we'd probably just sink in, get devoured by the entire ocean or sumthing' o_O?

THEN! to the expo, I'm damn proud as myself. i wrote down directions to get from place to place? but then i forgot to bring it with me into the car but managed to get from place to place without getting lost! ha! how cool. ok la, Ahtnamas helped abit, quite surprised actually, always thought she was direction blind. Reached the expo, saw the cars and Miss I'm not interested in Cars, i'm just companying you here was much more enthusiastic bout the whole thing than i was. haha weird. went around taking pictures of the models, models, models and some antique cars as well as some purple and pink ones. The thing wasn't really what i was expecting. Was kinda expecting MUCH MORE CARS or concept cars or cool cars or sumthn, the cars there are basically normal cars like Tuned Skyline R34 GTR and Evolution VIII together with some Ferarris and 2 Lambos and few other cars. Got bored soon after, decided to go around 'kop-ping' brochures just for the sake of it before heading down to her school's gig.

Eh, saw Song Lim there, Song Lim's this tiny little friend of my back in Mayflower Primary, he's still the same, irritating (in a good way of course), he still says the corniest stuffs which isn't exactly funny but people just laugh it off just for sake of it? and yeah.. just being Song Lim. The play was fun, erm, good i mean. Met Ahtnamas's lesbian partner Samantha. yes, she's also Samantha. But they call her Skye neways. or else it'd be like SAM! (both) huh? kind of thing. That's why, to avoid this kind of thing in future, give your kid some blardy long name or sumthing, like Amuipotauitgakagurarara or sumthing.

Went off to Walas la'er on, and she bugged me for some stuff and some television program i recorded for her while she was in honky luh.. and she's damn evil. *slit eyes* Walas was cool tho, oh wait, i blogged bout Walas already. oh well, met Dennis and Zhangyang and couple of others over there, from what i know they're usually quite a crappy bunch but they had some problems or sumthn yesterday so everyone's so serious and all. but oh wells, next time then. okays, that's about it, the gist of yesterday's happenings. back to sleep.. later!

Thrash-ed @ 6/26/2004 04:12:00 pm [comment]

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Tuesday, June 22, 2004

:: . . . ::


I've been feeling really lousy since yesterday. why? i don't know, hope its cause of my freaking air con. its blardy not working and i've gotta sleep on the floor or sumthing just so that i can 'catch the wind' from the fan. Pathetic. And i'll probably wake up grouchy the next day all sweaty and stuff.

What's wrong with me!! moody, stress, cant sleep, wake up early, don't feel like talking, don't even feel like eating, feeling so frustrated with myself. I get really frustrated when its already coming the end of june which means i've only got another free month to spend before enlistment date. And june just FLEW past me just like that.. GREAT.


Thrash-ed @ 6/22/2004 11:50:00 am [comment]

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Saturday, June 19, 2004

:: Dinner out ::


Oooooooohhhh fark, my dad just did his business and it freakin stinks. will be back in 5 minutes when e smell's gone.

Back. This is what i hafto endure almost everyday. oh well. I'm blogging early today cos erm, don't think id wanna blog tonight, cos i'll probably be out till late, but then again, i don't blog really often. But i'll just blog anyway.


There's nothing to blog, i'll blog tonight.. later!

Thrash-ed @ 6/19/2004 02:17:00 pm [comment]

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Thursday, June 17, 2004

:: Bilingual Daryl ::


Wednesday, 16/6

ok, i ended up watching the movie with them.. cos they 'surround-ded' me and went, 'WAH LAO DARYL, DONT BE A SPOILT SPORT LA, EVERYTIME ASK YOU COME OUT WATCH MOVIE YOU DOWAN.. nie nie nie nie nie' then went on and on and on.. so ya.. ended up watching with them this spastic local 'best bet' show. i thought it was chinese. but it's hokkien la for goodness sake. i can understand hokkien.. erm.. ji pua ji pua (abit abit), but then, the hokkien used in the movie's like university level or sumthn.. catch no ball, was frantically trying to catch the subtitles.. so spastic, and what's worse was that we were seated at the front row, and i was wearing my cap, so whenever i read the subtitles, i wun be able to see the rest of the screen, cos it'll be blocked by the front of my cap see.. so ya.. torturous.

Throughout the whole movie, kian gap, angie and huisia will turn over to their left (cos im on their left) and look at me laughing.. 'haha, hey daryl..haha, understand not? haha'. and they do that every single time mark lee or anyone else for that matter says sumthn funny in hokkien.. o_O?

And occasionally throughout the movie, i'll just give that 'wtf did they just say' expression on my face, angie will somehow 'see' me doing that luh, then she'll turned over to the right and tell e rest then they'll start looking at me and start it again.. o_O? people.. the movie.. you paid 6 freaking bucks and 50 miserable cents for the movie, not for daryl.. haha.. i sound so grouchy.

And another funny thing's that, i could only understand those that were'nt so funny? but just laughed anyway while the others weren't laughing? and end up im the only one laughing.. and probably the only one in the whole theatre. but whenever they say sumthn really funny, all the others would be laughing and i'd just be smiling, pretending i knew wad the heck they just said. bah.. i'm just not cut out for hokkien stuff.. i'll make a shitty ah beng haha. but then again i'm anti-ah beng


Thursday, 17/6

Today eh.. nothign much happened, town town town, walked walked walked, lan lan lan, arcade arcade arcade, home home home, blog blog blog, shower shower shower, sleep sleep sleep. lazy lazy lazy.


Wouldn't wanna blog about Ahtnamas, cos later she'll think that im missing her, which i most certainly am not so yes, im not blogging about her haha! oh well.. doesnt make sense. contradicting, not blogging bout her but her name's still here.. sigh.. daryl daryl.

Thrash-ed @ 6/17/2004 10:37:00 pm [comment]

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Tuesday, June 15, 2004

:: Slacker ::


I've been home for the past 2 days.. never stepped out at all.. okay, once, to buy some ice cream and snacks.. but that's about it.
Going out tomorrow with Kian Gap, Ian, Huisia and Angie.. o_O? yeah, haven seen everyone cept for ian for some time already. oh well.. they wanna go catch a show, and me being the spoilt sport that i am.. am not going haha, gonna meet em after the show instead, probably hang around dad's place a lil or sumthn.

Ahtnamas left for the land of the honkies todai, she's probably happily shopping already eh? (scary) hahas.. SO! no sms-ing and lame ass phone conversations for the next few days.. i can deal with that.. i guess.. haha, try t save up on my phone bill at e same time. =P haha, sound damn evil. but oh well..

Got some damn saddening news from Desmond, he didn't make it into OCS, thought he'd get in, all he had ta do was wayang a lil.. but oh well, des, can try again in sispec yah? =) and as for me! i'm trying all means to get into NDU luhs, but the chances are.. hm.. i dunno. haha, i dowan to sign on! but i wanna go ndu! argh! oh well, if not then i'll just Serve And Forget (S.A.F) and puck off from that place, go carry on with my studies and earn big bucks $_$.. as for now.. i've gotta serve.. and not think so much -grumbles-





Thrash-ed @ 6/15/2004 10:01:00 pm [comment]

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Monday, June 14, 2004

:: Ahh.. home sweet home ::


im back! after 16 days in camp.. for those of you who don't know, i was hosting some exchange cadets from Aussie, Canada, HongKong, India, UK and US.. 20 of em in all.. was really GREAT fun.. besides the fact that i was homesick, but really miss those guys now =\

Can't really blog about the things that happened cos i've got short term memory and stuff see.. ask me if u wanna know more eh? =)


short entry.. im still feelin lazy so.. =p

Thrash-ed @ 6/14/2004 06:32:00 pm [comment]

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Friday, June 04, 2004

:: DOH! ::


Cadet exchange is excruciating, sleep at 1 and wake up at 6+ every single freakin day.. man.. ultimate nightmare, thats why i kinda sleep walk everyday around camp. it takes me probably 3.9485 seconds for information to travel from ma ears, to ma brain, to process and back to ears my mouth.. lagging lagging.. heh. sometimes the ears just gets blocked and i just think and talk and go out of point, or sometimes its the brain that's blocked.. and i just listen and talk without even thinking. and sometimes the brain just talks to the ear and ignores the mouth and sometimes, the ear talks to the mouth and ignores the brain... or most of the time.. i just stone at one corner and stare at some dirt or sumthn.. heh... dumbass, im not making sense.. oh well.. (collapse) DOH!

Thrash-ed @ 6/04/2004 11:28:00 am [comment]

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Thursday, June 03, 2004

:: In camp!


ggrr.. woke up so early in the morning today, just to find out that my name's not cleared for the base visits? why? cos i was a last minute addition into the group of Singaporeans hosting the foreign cadets.. so yes.. grrr. not gonna do anything on monday as well cos monday's a full day visit to sembawang airbase.. helicopter stuff.. bahh.. ok, they're back.. later..


I need a life man..

Thrash-ed @ 6/03/2004 11:46:00 am [comment]

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